The greatest moments in life are the miraculous moments when human impotence and divine omnipotence intersect — and they intersect when we draw a circle around the impossible situations in our lives and invite God to intervene.- The Circle Maker, Mark Batterson
My church, a2 Church, is currently going through a series called the Circle Maker which is influenced and based off of the book by Mark Batterson. As we take this journey as a church, I am also taking the journey within myself…..here are my thoughts as I begin this challenge:
I have never been very good at praying. I think it is due greatly to motivation, taking the time, or really knowing where to start. I go through my stints of writing in my prayer journal…..allowing my thoughts to be put on paper and hope that in some way they rise up to God. I pray about the simple things….the things I’m ok with talking to God about…….nothing that becomes emotionally overwhelming or puts me in a vulnerable place.
You know its funny…..we say that God knows all things, and that He knows the deepest desires of our hearts…..but I still find ways to NOT present those deepest parts of myself to the Father.
Our brain is a conveyer belt of boxes. Within each box is an emotion, thought, desire…..and if we train ourselves well enough, we get to decide when and which box we open every second of the day. I am discovering that the same occurs in my prayer life……
When I take the time to pray, I pick and choose what I want to present to God…..which boxes I want to open up. With this kind of control, I do not have to present the things I am afraid of……that I am too scared to bring to the table. Within this realization, I have come to see how much I doubt the power of God within myself.
My life is a true testimony of God’s faithfulness, grace, and willingness to pursue…..how hypocritical am I to doubt the power of God within me, when I know these things to be true!
As part of this prayer challenge, we have been asked to bring to God something that we desire desperately. A desire that only God can fulfill. A desire that we have kept in a duct taped box…..unwilling to give to the Father. As I thought about what my desires would be, God placed them very clearly in the forefront of my mind…..confirmed by the flood of tears that followed.
It has been made very clear to me, what two items I need to bring to the Father on a daily basis… To count on God for…..my biggest dreams I desire to be fulfilled………
Are there duct taped desires within yourself that you need to take off the conveyer belt and bring to the table?
“Bold prayers honor God, and God honors bold prayers. God isn’t offended by your biggest dreams or boldest prayers. He is offended by anything less. If your prayers aren’t impossible to you, they are insulting to God.”
“Miracles are the by-product of prayers that were prayed by you or for you. And that should be all the motivation you need to pray.”
“God has determined that certain expressions of His power will only be exercised in response to prayer. Simply put, God won’t do it unless you pray for it. We have not because we ask not, or maybe I should say, we have not because we circle not. The greatest tragedy in life is the prayers that go unanswered because they go unasked.”
“We pray out of our ignorance, but God answers out of His omniscience. We pray out of our impotence, but God answers out of His omnipotence. God has the ability to answer the prayers we should have prayed but lacked the knowledge or ability to even ask.”
“What is your Jericho? What promise are you praying around? What miracle are you marching around? What dream does your life revolve around?”
For some more thoughts on prayer check out our message from this past Sunday:
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